dont know why i started writing today.i have always thought blogs to be a stupid idea wherein the whole world can read what u write.have always been a fan of writing a diary.but just somehoe didnt feel like writing a diary today and my heart was very heavy so wanted to write a few things. am generally a very happy person but these last few months have been hard. am a 28 yr old girl in india and have completed my studies and am now working. am an educated girl belonging to a decent family. recently parents have been looking for a match for me and well they havent been very successful. the reason being i have some hair issues.not major ones but then this is india, and the girl is always evaluated by the way she looks. it doesnt matter wether she is educated or intelligent but she must be pretty. this attitude somewhere shatters my whole belief in myself. it makes me feel rejected and unwanted. i feel lonely and weird. why is physical beauty so important to ppl. honestly i dont think i look bad but then
